Those are actually pretty good, philosophical questions... In all honesty, I can say that I don't know the answers to any of them.

This has truly made me think... we actually don't know much about the world. The Big Bang Theory... It does seem like a haphazard guess when truly thought about. It seems unlikely that a huge explosion could cause the universe, and others like it... But if it didn't, what did? I'm not denying that there's a creator, and I'm not saying there was... In all truth, I can't comprehend these questions myself. They require a deeper look than I possibly could ever manage.

I do believe that everything in life has a purpose... whether it is individual or not, or if the purpose is fufilled properly is another question entirely. As beliefs go, I really don't know. Science says so much, but in reality... what does it prove? That something happens or works because of something else... But not really how or why these things work the way they do... I mean, take eyes for example. The whole thing allows us to view our suroundings... but how? Isn't it just a lump of body tissues? If all of the parts are disassembled, none of the parts alone can work, yet... When all together, they can function properly. Who designed the eye to work in such a way...? See, I believe that something or someone /did/ create and design the complex way in which things in the world work. Sure, evolution proves that animals/plants evolved and changed over time... It didn't prove /what/ started off the chain- where those first little bacteria and microorganisms came from. Science seems to explain nothing and only get us further and further into things we cannot possibly comprehend, though humans try to.

There's no way that anyone on Earth will be able to understand and be knowledgeable about what happed, and why... I feel so confused about the whole thing.

Sorry for rambling so much ^^ But such a thought-inspiring journal had to be answered, even with my unsure talk about things.

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Don\'t run from me, I have fluffy handcuffs and a Mars Bar! I know that it\'s sordid, but you\'ll be rewarded...

I love your journals. Your choice of diction makes them seem as a work of art over a journal.

And to that I say, you are here for a very specific reason, my friend.

Think, if you just... 'dissappeared', then many things would change.

'To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.'

Maybe the world itself will not change, but your world, your friend's world, and my world would all change, and if you think about it... that would change so much.

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he has showed you, O man, what is good. and what does the Lord require of you? To act justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your Lord. Micah 6:8

Aw, thank you! Really, thank you.
It's hard sometimes.. but, it's nice to know that other people would be changed if I just suddenly disappeared. And you're right, their world (and perhaps yours since you wouldn't be able to realy my strange and vaguely artistic journals) would change.

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"Lex ~ It all exists, even if it's in your own mind: fairies, myths, dragons. Who is to say that dreams and nightmares are not as real as the here and now.

I...stunned. Comepletely. Thank you, thank you so much. haha don't worry about the rambling. In a way, I think we can express ourselves through our ramblings more than through coherent talking. When you put your sentences together, you disregard things that you think are insane, or that might offend someone. You leave out a major part of what YOU are really saying.

Ah..yes, science. The subject I find the hardest. Not because I don't understand it, but because I rebuke it. How could something so simple, like a one celled organism, sprout to be the diverse species that is swarming the earth to this day? It can't. It's my believe that science is all a **** lie. >.< This subject and I do not get along at all. The big bang theory is a lie. In my belief..and from what I can tell. In the beginning there was nothing. And suddenly is all "Banged" and formed gasses and motion that formed the planets. We don't even know how far that "universe" goes. How many plents, and galaxzies are there? We don't know. We know nothing. We don't even know if there is anoter life out there. If our one celled organisims form us, then shouldn't there me millions of different...things out there? It doesn't add up. And how could the earth be as old as they say? I don't get it. My Grandpa once told me that the oceans are getting more and more salty, but then if you retrace that, and decrease it, it's no where near close to the amount of time Scientist say the world has been "alive". But that all comes down to your own beliefs.

I don't see how we can base our life on science. It's always changing. When you grow up, what they teach you in science will not be what they teach your kids. What we learn, was not what my grandparents learned. How then, can they teach it as fact, only adding "may" have happened, instead of that without the may? It doesn't work. It's not right. And it severly pisses me off. >.<

Everything happens for a reason. I believe, although I doubt it. The best of minds doubt though. So... perhaps this is why I'm here?

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"Lex ~ It all exists, even if it's in your own mind: fairies, myths, dragons. Who is to say that dreams and nightmares are not as real as the here and now.

Conversations are pretty restricted, you are right... with all the 'olitical correctness' and issues nowadays, it's difficult for anyone to speak their mind.

Science is a tricky subject... Many people put faith in it because they know of no other way. If some so-called 'scientist' or 'expert' claims something to be true, then the ordinary people will believe it without thinking for themselves... I don't see why scientists get paid so much for experimenting something, and finding links in what they've done... it all proves nothing important. Then again, I say let them have their material money. It'll do them no goodin the end..

And the Big Bang Theory is a bit of an idiotic idea. I just think the main rule of science is this: 'If we don't know something, we'll blame it on an explosion.' Which is odd... Seeming as there was absolutely nothing to create the explosion in the first place. How can an explosion be caused from no materials, or more importantly, no energy? I mean, surely that can't be possible? Something cannot come from nothing... So something must've been there to start it all off. This is where I believe a creator of some sort comes in. I'm not really a religious person, but I do believe something's there.

And exactly. Science changes so much, it's difficult to know what to think anymore. The universe and everything in it is too complex and diverse to explain, in reality... And I think it's fighting a losing battle to try and find all these things out. But still, science tries to prove things... and normally, when it doesn't work out, they come up with a new theory. And a new one, and a new one... It's just a chain of things that science tries to make people believe, only changing their minds if something proves the theory false x.x' It's confusing, no doubt.

I don't think anyone's sure on what their purpose is in life... Not their true one, anyways. Normally, they'll make up their own one of material benefits, like having alot of money, a nice car, etc... Human ignorance on what happiness truly is. A few people do worry about what their purpose is in life... but I believe that it'll reveal itself in due course ^^ When the time is right... Well, it's what I'm pinning my beliefs on, anyway =3

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Don\'t run from me, I have fluffy handcuffs and a Mars Bar! I know that it\'s sordid, but you\'ll be rewarded...